January 2011
24 posts
Sucks knowing
You really don’t mean shit to anybody! Especially when your always tryin to be there for them. It sad when you realize when you need somebody to talk to there is nobody fuckin there. I’m goin through some hard fuckin times and I’m realizing I’m gonna have to go through it alone. Nobody is the same anymore. I’ve lost my loved ones. And it saddens me. But I gotta keep...
Hate that.
When I get home from working all day. I come home to stare at a wall. And just think. It kinda sucks cause makes me realize a lot. Especially with what I’m goin through in life right now. All it does is make me depressed all over again. Which isn’t a good thing. Especially with my health. Which is the root of all my unhappiness!! I wish I was healthy and didn’t have to do these...
Ah...
Lifes been lookin so much better for me! Positive is the new me this year! Can’t wait till my son is here. My daughter will be so excited to be a big sister! Then my apartment. My job picks up a lot more! And have my bestfriend and girlfriend by my side! Yeah sounds pretty fuckin great! My summer will be amazing! This year will treat me good! Thank God I have amazing people in my life!
Ah
Lifes been lookin so much better for me! Positive is the new me this year! Can’t wait till my son is here. My daughter will be so excited to be a big sister! Then my apartment. My job picks up a lot more! And have my bestfriend and girlfriend by my side! Yeah sounds pretty fuckin great! My summer will be amazing! This year will treat me good! Thank God I have amazing people in my life!
Umm..
I’m seein things way differently now. Especially since I’m learning to control my temper! I’ve noticed that that has made me lose lots of things in life. And I need to not be clouded by anger! Its pointless. Its crazy that it took a girl for me to realize that. Pretty thankful for that. Cause now I feel like I can build a better relationship with others. I have always cared. But...
My life
Is starting to look up! All I gotta do is stay positive from all the negative! I’m so happy! Its indescribable! My health is tryin to get good but still isn’t great! My son is holding on and being such a strong boy! My family has my back no matter what mess I’ve gotten myself into! My friends are there when I need a shoulder to lean on which makes it all more better! I have the...
Its good to see
That other people in the world see me amazing! And would love to be with me. Not just because of my beauty but because of who I really am inside! I can show you things in this world you wouldn’t imagine. Happiness you never thought could be possible. Love like nobody has loved before. I can be amazing. It just takes one chance to show.
Dealing
With doctors and medical conditions suck hard fuckin core!! I hate it! Got so much more to do now! But oh well. Ill be better in no time!
You think I care?
Had a long night to think. Pretty sure I’m over caring about anythin that’s drama related. Glad I have a best friend that feels the exact same way! Idk what I’d do without kenya! Drama free! Relationship free! Care free! Glad to rid my life of hate. And bring on peace! Adventures will happen from here on out! Nothin but good loving amazing adventures! Life will be great! Its up...
I feel like
I havnt been getting enough rest. I plan on having a chill relaxed say! Drama free! Bein happy! And I plan on just relaxing! Yep sounds good! Wish I didn’t have to work but!!! Not for long! 2 hours and I’m out! Today will be ok.
Time and time again
I let myself fall into your trap. I’m the biggest fuckin idiot around for doin it too. I’m seeing things for what they really are now. And I know! I don’t want that in my life or in my kids life. I want myself and my children to be happy with good influence. I will no longer be the backup. You have chosen the path and life you want to live. And I must make my own for the better....
Nothin but wonder
When the pain will ever stop. Wonder when the sorrow, depression, and sadness will all just go away! You always wish upon a dream of bein truly happy. Always wishing. Wonder if that’s all it’ll be. Just a dream. Wonder if it could ever be reality. Wonder if you could every really have true happiness. Guess only time can tell how the world will eat and swallow you whole. If you can...
Ah to wake up
And be happy! That’s a great feeling! Today will be a good day! I am looking pretty good too!! Haha
Positive
Fuckin day!
My body
Is starting to feel stronger everyday that I am more positive! I love it! I have great amazing friends and family here to help! And it makes all the difference! Idk what I would do withouut the special people in my life. I’m glad you care! I love every single one of you guys!
GUEST LIST ON DAH 21st
earlybiird:
so glad my best friend isnt selfish….or a groupie slut. And that she actually makes sure i get put on the guest list wiff her. Pretty sure YOUR best friend doesnt do that. Te amo leydi, bess frandz for seven years now. WUZZ UP!
Pretty happy
Cause I found somebody that actually wants to treat me good. And sees past everything. Just sees me for me. Its pretty great!
i like how
everybody doesnt have a life and involves there lives into mine. like seriously my life isnt that fuckin important. grow the fuck up and live your own life like you need to be. be mature about the fuckin things you do and say. because in the end it will all come back and bite you in the fuckin ass! like how cool is it to fuckin gang up and talk shit on a pregnant person thats already goin through...
im so excited
That my son is about to be here! Most exciting time of my life. And most life changing time ever! I’m excited! Can’t wait! Can’t wait! Can’t wait!
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its funny
how people expect so much but never give anything in return. funny how people think that life is what it is now, but you have to work hard to get what you want, to reach your goals. to stay content and happy. nothin is ever handed to you. dont think to highly of other cause itll just be such a let down, keep the truest people closet to you. youll always need them.Â
its so true
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. Never in my life have I been so hurt. So put down. So betrayed. But guess what. I still stay strong. Keep my head above the rest. Learn from my mistakes. And move on. I will be a better person than you. I will do better than anybody thinks I am. I’m capable of doin anythng I set my mind to. And I can’t wait to not only prove everybody...